It has been a hectic curve settling in school academically, this tell why I could not make any entry into to you yesterday, Public school as fun as it is posed is heck stressful and I am beginning to lose it, my school for sure is torture in its own rights, from the long queues under the sun, IT complacency, long distance walks to get things done, dealing with people and making payments, it is hell!
I will give anything to avoid the long trekking, I cannot comprehend why functional buildings will be so far from each other, I can't feel my legs right now! Getting food to eat proved to be a draining process too, I opted for snacks as I cannot kill myself. My clothes stink of long-day sweats, the first sun of the day wiped my makeup off, one could mistake me for a widow, the sun on this side is not godly. I almost burst into tears sometime in the day when the officer in charge of the Student Union Levy wanted to leave for lunch when the long ass queue got to my turn, my eye bags were filled with tears that won't hesitate to stream down if things did not go better as it did. He was compelled out of compassion to make it happen for me, he stood by the door of exit awhile to stare at me, he could not help but to receive my tired and sweaty cash, I wiped dry my eyes as I watch him stretch the monies note after note, he registered my payment and handed the receipt with a partial smile, I shuddered, the relieve was divine, I thanked him continually but he seems too hungry to answer as he makes exit through the back door, leaving the long queue of students to wait indefinitely, I was too stressed to be compassionate, after three whole hours, I was glad I could make the payment, I wonder why the school will have only one person for such tasking job!
I headed to the school's admin building to submit all the necessary documents and receipts, it was another twenty minutes walk, I went in the company of my roommate Wunmi, who was a darling all day, she relieved me some stress, she made things happen like magic, she is presumptuous and it helped a lot, she will buy us some good queue spot by just flirting with a guy, it came in handy at the admin building that we did not have to queue all the way from the back, she simply engaged a guy in a needless conversation, I mentioned Wunmi is upbeat chatty with charming smile in between that if one is not careful, especially the opposite sex, she can be misconstrued, it can lead you to think she is on to something with you. This like an enchantment worked on this gentleman even as he carried an initial contemptuous mien, after some few minutes of the chat; we were in front of him on the queue and he even defended us when the angry students at the rear protested
"They have been here before, she went to change her pad!" he said pointing at me using a shunning tone at the students, it was quite embarrassing but since it guaranteed the front space, I let it slide. This front space meant continuous oral engagement between Wunmi and him, she did it effortlessly till the dude was laughing hysterically, I was happy and in my heart, I showered prayers on her continually. We spent less than forty minutes in the admin building, after which, the talk time between Wunmi and her lab rat expired, she left like she never knew him. I learned an instant lesson from Wunmi, 'Learn to make people comfortable while you use them.'
For a few minutes on the queue; I thought they were something, Wunmi made sure they got along so well, it was quite fascinating in some way, what a great actor she is! This is also a craft I have to master if I am serious about making headway in Law.
We hurriedly leave the admin building, the cream colored U shape two stories with an alluring presence of horticulture, it was relieving to know that we were done with the stress, at least for the day, I could manage to smile and have my happy face on, I saw my bathing South Africa returnee walking into the building in a relaxed, easy and collected manner, like one who had it all figured out, he was glued to his phone and his earpiece deep in his ears, he smiled as he romanced his Blackberry, we met at the entrance of the building, he raised his head and smiled;
"Why do I always run into you?" he asked looking at me closely, he maintained his smile which threw me off balance, I could see him more closely and clearly, damn! He is handsome but the best and bravest reply that came from me was, "probably, I am your guardian angel" I said as I awkwardly starred at Wunmi who finds it extremely funny, she tried to save the moment by introducing herself in her usual bubbly manner, "I am Wunmi, your guardian angel's roommate" she said loudly! This was followed by an absurd silence - after which the guy bailed us, I guess Wunmi's charm was not as potent
"I want to see the course adviser, maybe we catch up later," he said smiling at me, "it is nice to meet you," he said to Wunmi still smiling.
That we will catch up later meant more to me than it should, I totally forgot the clause "maybe", I got to the hostel with the overwhelming thoughts of actually spending time with this dude, I simply want to explore him, I don't like that he is a mystery I am excited about, how can he drive me so crazy? Where are all my defense mechanism? How can I be so crazy in whatever just a few days into school? I crave a few minutes with him to get answers to this tormenting questions. Despite my tiredness, I could not get sleep, this for some unknown was amusing to Wunmi. After four hours of thoughts, I walked to my crush's front door and knocked with all the guts I have, I laid my ego to sleep, I met him surfing the internet on his sleek laptop, he was lying on his chest under his duvet, his AC seems to have been working all day as the room was as cold as ice, painted white so was all the appliances therein white, he smiled at my sight in a way that expresses apology, he stood from the bed and again he was stacked naked, blood ran frantic race into my brain, he stood this time without any shame or inconvenience, he even invited me to come in and sit on the bed,
"what are you trying to do?" I protested, I was frightened but nothing looked dangerous to me, "I am trying to put my clothes on, I can see you are not comfortable" he replied with his signature smile.
A part of me declared it was time to leave, the other and most vibrant was pretty fearless, I sat leaving the door open, I cannot believe I am seeing a guy naked twice, this time, it seems like I was seeing it in a higher definition, it was close range, it awfully beautiful seeing his manhood dangle, it seems not to acknowledge that a female is in the room, thus it was hard, this gave me a little security, I don't want my virgin self to be sacrificed on the altar of uncertainty. I took my time to admire his fashionable and partially athletic body, he is slender, well-dissected abs, a little muscular arm, I could see his veins clearly even that on his manhood, it is the most intense time of my young life. He wore his clothes finally though at his pace but it ended my torment and abruptly stopped the rivulet strolling through my vagina. He closed the door and sat beside me, we had our first hangout right there in his room.
He obviously knew his first mission was to make me comfortable with him which he did excellently, he was not upbeat chatty like Wunmi, he is reticent but was kind enough to loosen up a little, his few words elicited feelings of pleasure and happiness within me, he entertained with Suya and chilled Heineken which happen to be the only drink he had in his fridge, it is my first time taking the drink or any beer at all, - so I was leery not to get drunk and lose my guard. He proved more harmless, we bonded on many fronts, I took my time to devour the Suya and all that came with it. We discussed school and I got to know that he is a 300L transferred student from the University of Cape Town, he said he had lived his whole life in S.A and wanted an adventure in Nigeria, It sounded a bit funny to me, I demanded to know why he will ditch a wonderful university like that of Cape Town and come to a bush in Nigeria, he interjected saying I should not sell our school short,
"This school is an Ivory Tower Of Academia, the world admires it! He said in a tone aimed to silence me...
I asked him what he always did on his phone,
"Twitter is all I do most of the time on my phone" he replied, I had no idea about twitter, I was a bit shy to show it, he drowned in laughter, he laughed hard and loud, he was awe at my ignorance. Well, he helped me create a twitter account, taught me how to go operate it plus how to make it fun, he also showed me his blog, he spent a lot of time debating how big the blogging business will be in ten years, he is an intelligent and fun guy, I relished in his company for good four hours without knowing, it was late in the night, nobody showed up as his roomate, he mentioned he stays alone in the room, this tempted me to want to stay; maybe it was the alcohol but I wanted to just be with him all night.
I left his room with answers to my questions, I was glad I made the step, it could have gone other wise, I will be sleeping with a wonderful night assured, he escorted me to my room, I stole looks every now and then, his smile stayed on his face, I felt like kissing him but I was not as brave as I was earlier, my nipple was hard around him, I wanted him to touch me, I really wanted him to, the whole walk through the hallway, all I could see was his nakedness.
Bottom line Diary of things you missed, I think Sitzwe Olasunkanmi Sadela is my second course of study in school, I want to know him more, I want to be close to him, safe or dangerous; I want to walk down that lane, Using my sister - Bolaji's words "this guy is making my body do gishgish!"
We will be taking few courses together, also, I have his number now - this will assure regular communication. I am feeling excited about this, I cannot even share with Wunmi, she is a bit of joy killer! Let me go now, we talk later, my mom is calling me on the phone and I am sure it is another family elaborate talks...
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