I don't even know what fucking day it is. I'm fucked in the head from clubbing and taking so much fucking drugs. I'm hazed. I'm in love with antonia. I'm confused.
Antonia has filed for divorce! And i realize I'm addicted to this lifestyle. I. Don't think i can give it up for her because im not even sure of my feelings!!
I have planned a date tonight with another lady. She's into softcore BDSM and loves to tie me up and give light spanking.. She pays extra of course although i absolutely do not dig that shit.
I'm on my way to her house. Fuck. A text just came in from antonia. She wants to see!